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as i lay in bed last nite, reflecting upon the cause of my unhappiness yesterday.
i came to realize it was...
fear.
a fear that yields a chill down the spine.
a fear that throws an emptiness the weight of a lead brick down my stomach.
i fear losing. i fear losses.
the thought of losing what's precious to me can thrust me into an abyss of depression.
the fear of losing drains the soul of naive optimism.
the axis is rotated and the universe upset. orientation is lost.
pray. i know i would not be forsaken by my Lord. i will keep my faith going strong.
thank you so much to Gabriel and Eunice over this weekend. i love you all!
thank you for walking beside me, lifting me up, dressing me down and making me real.
patience - good things are worth the wait.
i guess we each have our own 'baby'.
the baby u go the extra mile for, the baby u pamper and adore, the baby you never get mad at.
doesn't matter if the baby is of the same age as ourselves.
you love and serve because you want to be there for them.
and trust me, the rewards though are intangible are worth every ounce of love given =)
i am glad i am your baby, your cat and your friend.
posted by Veen @ 11:55
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